Wednesday
03Mar2010

I’m Being 20 for Once

Tonight myself and a bunch of the girls are going to a local bar in London to have some fun.

I haven’t gone to the bar with the girls in ages and I feel like it’s time. I need to go out and not focus on school and work and life and just dance. Not that I dance much at bars... but theoretically lol.

It’s mostly about not being stuck in the library or a night in with movies and snacks. It’s about putting in effort, getting dressed up, and being social. I miss being social.

I also want to test out my new hair haha.

Tuesday
02Mar2010

Inmate Grossman

I'm currently sitting at a table on the second floor of Western's D.B. Weldon Library. Also known as a jail. Everything is concrete and stark and cold. I feel like a criminal.

The 2nd floor is the loud floor...loud and counter-productive to my studies. The amount of work I have to do, however, outweighs how picky I can be with my camp-out choices. There are just way too many people here. 

Like there will be for the next 2 months.

Where I will be for the next two months.

Yay schoolwork...not.

 

 

Comment on the blog/facebook/twitter me to distract meeeee please :]

Sunday
28Feb2010

New Hair=New Outlook

New hair, to me, always marks a new stage of my life.

New hair changes a person’s self identity. It changes how you see yourself, how you feel about yourself, and how you carry yourself. That, in turn, changes your outlook, your goals, your attitudes.

I had an epiphany this week and realized that it was time for a change. I’ve realized there are a lot of things I need to focus on in my life now that I had pushed to the side for a while.

I need to focus on school, focus on my future grad school and career, and focus on enjoying the time that I have. Definitely going to try and go out more, actually have some fun like a real 20 year old [while keeping up with school, of course]. I’m also going to try and just be happy. No worries. Just happiness.

I’m also going to spend time thinking about the things I need to accept in my life which I’ve sort of ignored. A lot has happened to me over the past 2 years... [more importantly since July]... that I need to think about. I need to evaluate what happened and ensure that I’ve accepted them. I’ve also gotten rid of the people in my life who have brought me down and I’m going to learn from those experiences. I’m going to grow.

...Apparently, I needed to be in a hairshow and have them turn me into a redhead and cut half my head of hair off to do that, but I’ve done it.

I’m now a redhead with a completely different haircut

But I feel good.

Change is good.

 

[Sidenote: CANADA IS AWESOME. That is all]



Sunday
28Feb2010

Well this is different...

Today I got a haircut. It's been a pretty long time since I've had one since I only trust one guy to touch my hair, and he's in Toronto. Well I went to see him today and I decided to go back to my hair from last year and get some side bangs again. You know, change it up a bit. 

While I was getting my hair done, he told me there was a hairshow on Sunday that he wanted me to be in but didn't know if I was going to be in town but-surprise- I was. He's been asking me forever but it just never worked. This time it did and I agreed. He told me that in this show he would be showing off dye jobs instead of cuts because he didn't want to cut off all my hair. I actually prefer that since you can fix a dye, you can't fix a cut.

Anyways, moral of the story, my hair is now a very... very different colour...[s].

Yep. That's blonde in my hair. And not just blonde streaks... An entire layer of my head is blonde. Way more noticeable in the back. And the top is a rich red, the bottom, a deep plum. Colours I have never even DREAMT of putting in my hair.

I came home and my mother was not too impressed/she called the salon to tell them haha.

Meh, I don't really care what my hair looks like, I'm just excited to be a model in a hairshow! I love new experiences

Wish me luck

Friday
26Feb2010

Go Canada

So I'm just sitting on the couch with my mommy and my aunt who came all the way from British Columbia [yes, she left the olympics to see us].

I'm home for the weekend to catch up on sleep and homework and family stuff etc.

Just watching hockey. Cheering on the boys. You know :]

Sorry I've been bad with the posts this week but as soon as I got back from my trip I had 2 exams I had to study for. This week is also our second sorority initiation week of the year so I'm also going to be super busy with that. And the week after I have 4 assignments due in 2 days. Gah I hate being this busy. I'll try and keep up. Sorryyy

 

<3

Go Canada wooo